ocd

ive never felt able to talk about my ocd, its something ive always kept to myself and just been something that ive accepted about myself. It was hard to ever think that anyone would ever understand, saying outloud that i feel the need to say or touch certain things prevents people i love from dying sounds completely irrational and yet it is something that rules and defines my life. Hearing other people go through the same thing is like a small weight off my shoulders and im ready to get help and make a step to getting better.