I don’t know if anyone out there feels like I do. If so, please let me know. It really helps.
I feel that when I am not busy all the fearful feelings surround me. But don’t want to be non stop all the time just so I don’t feel the following. Feel very alone and dark. I have to find a real focus that I can turn to regularly to stop and rid myself of this unbearable feeling. Since I had to cease trading and stop my business in 2006, I have never found anything to replace this. Just a dark, deep black hole.